An Island That Shines

  I went away to one of the places that I love the most ~ an island where I spent some formative years. I went with my family. We were there for two days but we packed every minute full of goodness. We went to one of our favourite stores that is full of treasures. It was pouring rain but that didn't stop us. One super precious moment was a gentleman coming outside and giving a carrot to a little black bunny that was roaming around. It was quite tame and proceeded to munch away while the little girls patted it and the big kids enjoyed the sweetness. On this trip we got to see many cousins and three aunties and I spent time with very dear friends. We played by the ocean and stayed on a mountain top. I experienced going in a sauna for the first time and found it amazing. I also went to a funeral and met people that I had not seen for years but who had been so incredibly dear to my heart when I was younger. To see their faces, to recognize looks in their eyes, to hug them; it brought me back to a different era of life where I was softer and innocent and overflowing with so much empathy and sincerity! 

 Sometimes it's hard to face who I am now. I have empathy for what I have gone through and hold kindness but it was lovely to get to remember how I felt about these people and how I gave to them through the years. 

 I stayed with a friend I have known since I was eight and just before this trip I was able to spend time with a friend I had known since birth. Most of my friends live far away and seeing them is rare. My friends are such gems. They have carried me, sustained me, helped me, seen me, cared for me and it has meant so much. When I get to physically be with them it is such a gift.

 I also find that when I am on the island I feel so much more myself. Like things are right. I wish I could bring that feeling along with me. I have not quite figured out why I can't. So when I am there I am so thankful for the feeling.

 It was a nourishing two days and it will carry me for a long time

 I think there is value in recognizing what will carry you, what fills you, what sustains you, and what you yourself needs. Some people never take the time to ask themselves what this is. They numb and lull and trudge and never really thrill and adore. Their soul does not shine through their eyes very often. 

Shine soul shine

Do the work to find what that means

Thrive spirit

Live this hard, heart breaking, beautiful, bright, breathtaking life.

xo

Tansy