I have not been writing much for a while now. I love writing and I miss it. However life is a different sort of busy with a baby. It is a unique pouring out of ones self.
I am seeing the blessings in my every day. I have a wonderful counselor who hears me out and asks me great questions. I have five children who are all amazing me with how far they have come in their lives and all that they are doing.
We have a fun trip coming up that I am so looking forward to. I hope it gives me time to somehow feel rejuvenated. I can't imagine now how that will be possible but I am hoping for a miracle.
The winter has been long and hard. I am run down and have been sick so many times. The signs of Spring, as always, remind me of where I have come from and how much hope and beauty there is in the world.
Happy almost Spring! If you are like me you might spend hours on a screen daily and mere minutes outside weekly. Changing that might change everything?
May you feel full of hope.
Remember that feelings of anger, bitterness, sadness etc are often from something in the past and feelings of anxiety and fear often have something to do with the future. Focusing on today, the here and now, and focusing on gratitude can sometimes be the key to getting through a day with hope. It also might create less need to soothe and escape reality.
This is what someone recently told me and I have trying to really hold that close.
Also something else that really resonated with me was a line in a book about not being put on this earth just be happy and seek happiness but to serve and to find the joy in that. Most of my job here is serving and so often I am sick of it and dissatisfied. I am also trying to really realize the choices I am making and weigh them closely and also find joy in the service.
So that is that
Love Tansy
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